Sunday, July 04, 2004
like n dislike sunday..because its a day to relax but very fast it wil end n had to go back to sch on mon.. i feel that 2days of weekend is simply too short.. ahha.. anyway feel very draggy to go back to sch tml.. esp when i have lesson at 9am!!
i nv scared to go to sch in the past w/o doing my tut.. but now i am.. cos deb is not with me.. no one to rely on when teacher bang me with ques(esp on a mon morn)..so i did my tut.. deb ah..help me!!
to deb: i miss u.. nth can really explain how much i am at loss w/o u by my side during tut n lec.. u shld noe how much i rely on u..to push me to do my tut, to remind me not to fall aslp, to pay attention, to do my proj and even to walk down the stairs properly n safely..(u noe how clumsply i am laa.. haha) really dunno how much more i need to adapt to life w/o u.. one week has past but my feeling of insecure is still the same..
no matter how i feel, it is pointless.. i have no choice but to adapt.. i wil try..i promise..
nth special..as usual the earth nv stop spinning..hahah jus tryin to be lame.. anyway my thigh n arms are aching.. hahha.. gd nite to everyone..
may all of u have a great week ahead..!! :j
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